Wednesday, August 03, 2005

I'd rather die.

During General Paper Tutorial earlier yesterday afternoon, the topic for discussion of the day was Capital Punishment - Abolish or no?

Then something struck me - You mean a Death Sentence is worst than Life Imprisonment?

Picking up a newspaper or two lately, you're bound to be familiar with the case of Huang Na's murderer, Took, who's currently pleading for leniency on grounds that he's insane. In other words, his lawyer is doing his best to keep him alive, so that instead of a death row, he would be "pardoned" and receive a life sentence instead.

Note the use of " " for the word pardoned.

It's ironic, really. If you ask me, I'd rather die. Though I've personally never been in jail before, but I personally feel that given a choice, I'd rather die than live all my whole damned life in a prison. Imagine living in confinement, and probably be scorned in prison behind the backs of those ignorant wardens. You are trapped in a god-forsaken place of solitary, with the limited company of pathetic losers like yourself. I mean, since you're a loser, you might as well die.

I'm not preaching to all those losers in life, but being convicted as a murderer, how low can you get? Your dignity and self-righteousness have all probably been eaten by the fucked up values you possess. Not only that, you get a chance to realise the biggest puzzles in life, like the existence of God, and all that jazz. I'm really interested in knowing if God exists, because personally I don't believe in His existence.

And if He does exist, I'm sofaking dead I tell you. I'm just gonna get burned in hell and hell yeah, God won't have mercy on my soul. I'm such a sinner.

All that blasphemy, all that disbelieve in His existence. So dead...

You're just fucked, Ivan.

posted@9:48 PM

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